when tired we need rest. But after rest there is still problems left not solve.
arg... i need more time... still got 4 x 7 days to go.. how can i make it like 3 months?
.......... what a miserable thought.

environmental consciousness

Now a day people are getting aggressive and great involvement in green. Lets talk about global warming effect.
global warming effect is some sort of gaseous (high density) covered the earth like a blanket so that the heat is not reflected out as infrared radiation (That why the weather here is so weird and hot).

photoradiation from sunlight suppose strong in frequency and of course in the range of visible light and also strong UV range. But somehow our ozon layer do the jobs and also the air density on the earth surface level doing their job as well. what job? inelastic scattering - so that it give u HOT, HEAT - infrared. That why we are hot here.

That is a relationship between buying stuff and HOT. High purchasing power is the ability of human, i admit.
When their a pile of solids, going through a lot of manufacturing process, chemical additives which required of electricity, coal burning and photochemical smoke generation - give u, cosmetic products, vehicles, foods and etc.
That is how high purchasing power of us generate a lots of problem to the environment.

for me, off the light, off the fans isn't the best way to save the earth, human race and living creatures. Think, how many coal burned and how much electricity used for your BB cream, your lipstick and your whitening products then you will know what causes the global warming

Just read about a Christian's article "a leaning of faith". It is interesting and is very true.
I should also have to do as the author done during his 6 years old.
Prayed what i hope in the words of prayer, leaving the rest to the Almighty...

God is hope, light and purpose of living.
Reminding myself "Jesus live within my heart"
so that I can be strong and be courageous in every step.
So that I won't be wrong in perception that I live happily because of good income instead living because of Christ.
apologize in every sinful things that are committed...
sorry Lord. hope You will forgive what had I done.

It is very sad;It is very disappointed but can i do?
telling myself spirit shall broken up..
Is it true that i can't do it anymore....

first time i read bible and laugh out from the bottom of my heart.
Matthew 6:34 therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

hahaha! amen!

"do not worry, God will feed us."

New Mission

new mission of mine as a baby Christian:
1) fix the relationship problem within the chemistry group.
2) correct the wrong mindset that judge people wrongly and also prejudices.
3) cultivate people instead of criticizing people actions, we advise them.

oh ya.. forget to say the main targeting people. dear all seniors of chemistry

friends and 7/7 prayer meeting

what is the English word 'friend'?

friend mean we play together, we fight shoulder by shoulder, we blame each other, we angry each other, we don't talk to each other, and realized how stupid each and another after that we back to the starting point when we first meet each and another.

recording today prayer meeting item. So that those did not show up can know too.
1) to be more friendly (caring) and sharing
2) be more patient on works (or anything, relationship) and high tolerance to problems. (purpose: make life happier if u willing to accept more, just like what our father Jesus done.)
3) pray for tomorrow test: student have more patient on study, clearer mind, and rest completely even take shorter time.

What forget to pray is: glory, richness or pride isn't the thing that life fighting for. I hope all Christian can live with God in their heart. (What mean?) follow the rule, verse ordered by lord.

I pray for all Christian try to see things from Jesus eye and not from their own eye.

amen.

chemistry night

yes! Just finished the most busiest week i ever had, I've enjoyed with the chemistry night even though I'm working on that particular day. Is good, hopefully next chem night junior will bring some MJ music to Dr.Ha and also Some pops song for Dr.Ong.

Have a great night at UTAR for the first time with Joanne. It is a great night for us.
Kevinder performance is good and the song of "it's my life" still clear in my mind.

too bad i forget to record a video of him and also he lost his voice on closing song.. ahaha... Sayang sekali.

It is a great night and also great opportunity for us, our chem member to know each other more, everyone is growing friendlier.

say bye bye to the busiest week, and now is the mid semester week...
agh... lost my track on the schedule for one and more week. back to the track now and trying to fixed back what have miss up.

I've told to be a opener and closer for tommorow prayer meeting. I've told to prepare.... erh... i still don't know have to talk about what.. As u see, I'm still not a ori. christian... baby christian for roughly a year... =..=

God bless..

did not attend the FYP day today cause I've once again change the topic to copper nanoparticles.
did not read or even prepared for the project... cause i was busy on doing assignment, doing report and study..
brain is not functioning now...
used up 5 hours to settle a question, not going to do well on the final i suppose...

lord.. i need your help...