Walking on the water

We or precisely, i believe that we can do wonders when we just step out from the books and we imagines ourself as hero and savior of certain industry as we splashing our knowledge on papers and on practical as well. But reality doesn't go that way, and we got blow. We got blow and blows and we finally fed up and disappointed that either we are not hero or we tend to accusing the other party on lack of creativity, do not think out of the box, this and that.

Somehow, God says we must have faith. You choose but without faith. You are sinking. You cried, god save me. Of course, almighty hand pull you from further lost.

You might losing your faith on your career, but never to lord. Amen.

Take charge

The rule of thumb always in play, there are always things happen out of our control, focus on what we capable to provide is good enough. Just recently I've read up a second time of the 7th habits by late writer stephen covey. I'm in touch with the new depth of the knowledge as mental stage of us are always changing. Just something to share here, in his writing, he lectures us of in our surrounding environment, there are areas of concern and influence. Area of concern which daily life matters, challenge and doubts that we are concerning of and yet we don't have absolute power on determining it. Area of influence which means the matters that we can provide changes or we empower the thing. Basically, he told us to take charge of our life. Life in control is a very difficult "consequences" for us because our life is not single cast but we coiled up so deeply with others. Every action every move does not translate into 100% yield of the result. However, I agree on what he stand for, it always our choice on trying to achieve something and yet the consequences is random in certain area. Pro-activity and magnitudes of desire driven the end result. We could be slammed and told of unrealistic but bear in mind that realistic is mean to be achieved. The only thing differ is time taken to achieve something. "Focus on what you can do now, You can do greater next."

Training

I begins of my first day training. Done some reps on shoulder, hands and leg muscle. It was tough on doing abs training. Oh man.. I hope i wont break my back....

So normally people will take picture for begin and after picture. Haha

I hope there is some changes after one month

Little hope

Sometime when you dreamed of something or have planned something with absolute confident. But thing turn out doesn't what you think it will behave .
We call this disappointment. Growing older, i turning more passive. Less encouraging life result, less motivated on certain thing that we care.

It remind me that robert kiyoshaki said, hope is for the hopeless. What you do, it means. I somehow once aggressive and hoping the return will be as expected. But somehow things do not go easy and turning into different way.

So we should hope? We should put something on absolute as granted? I have no idea, future is such ambiguous and full of possibility (but doesn't mean always good).

Diverse

Never intensified one source to raise the value but diversified sources to achieve the same value. For it is law of equilibrium where one to one ratio effort to value ratio is much easy to achieve at the starting tail

Education blindness

What our social and education system focusing on is completely a joke. Our boys and girl are only focusing on the gradings and people got angry when the school are preparing their kids fit better into the industry by having parents complains that not proper education by doing this.

People don understand that sometimes words and knowledge not working if it is having with poor executor.

Our children need more practical experience and not crying when they get a B instead of an A grade. They need to learn from failures and be mentally prepared to be flexible and accept changes.

Mental strength

Sometime it just hard to separate yourself and think about logic.

It need a great effort to come out with a plan but it need greater effort to keep commit to it, particularly the life concerned plan.

Each decision made by us always come with two edge effects. Each side pulling us in different strength and that is how our struggles come from. We aren't convinced and motivated by our plan, we make and demolish it with cycles. That is how we are stepping on the same ground until now.

I do really need a great strength to start my commitment - lazy man's confession

Strength of a star

Currently I have glancing through some movie list and and some movie from Jim Carrey caught my sight.

You know what, Jim Carrey always one of favorite star with his funky acting of course some encouraging value too such as the movie bruce almighty, yes man and mr popper penguin.

He is such an amazing guys with the capability to come out all of these works. Of course i not the one understand him, at least not personally but the spirit and capability within him are so strong and touch me.

We are not perfect of course, barely complete if comparing to Jesus. From his works, i seen the strength to withstand from the social mirror. You know what, most of us are just barely an image from social mirror with acting and doing what social called sane. He is a guy that acted from clown to a huge star which "able" to separate himself from all kinda negativity. Im not sure he is happy doing it or not, but the strength within him is for me admire the most.

I'm looking forward on reading his biography and hopefully there are free copy that i can download. Have a look on this, jim carrey: fun and funnier

The bridge

When i tried to think how to balance between humility and confident, it was tough.
Bible said, bless are those humble their heart.
Indeed, humility have stressed during even from the middle age society.
It was like a bridge between two hill, you too humble and consequence to less confident in long run and you too confident lead you to discrete egoism.
I always struggle between how to be truly humble, how to be confident enough but does not give ego apparent; and still maintain the purest stage of our heart: true and honest.

True and honest doesn't widely accept by the community except those willing to be the receptor part. Truth hurts the self image of someone else, that was stressed also in the covey: third alternatives.

Am i right for staying straight forward. I just to have faith on lord word.

My fujielectric diary

Being joining this company three months, as i mentioned before, this company is a complete pressure cooker.

Coping wasn't good enough until recently. I was doing better and better with little supervision all the time.

Joining this company is always an honor. Try to imagine how many people can actually qualified for the employment. But honestly, if I'm a malay, i jell much better.

My life was completely insane and no personal time. I was doing every now and there recover implanter operational condition, evaluate machine condition, thinking of improvement plan and etc.

Life always great when we face and complete a challenge.

It was great and I'm happy and honor to be part of you.

Between best and good

We always know that which is the best. But how often we choose best from good.

Sometime you see that one live and achieve better than you and you wish to be part of them. So do i.

But think again, do your nature work this way? I mean ya right, everything lies possibility. But are you capable cope all the thing?

Of course to gain peace, gain development, first is to understand your nature. God always provide you choice, it depend on our capability.
There is certain people with right nature can fit in certain place well. But it does happen to you, that is how this world function as.

Come on not fate, is scripted both by you and our father.

Memorizing

Start memorizing scripture and amazingly i found peace.
Following a topical plan from long forgotten promise.
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Hopes deferred make heart sick,
But longing fulfilling is a tree of life.

About books

Many people found after school time, books is just a boring stuff. The most common reason that people gave is - books doesn't give any technical means.

I found the term books differently. Books cant gives what exactly aids on daily issues but it do give mentally rehearsal on quick execution of certain action. It is by mean a secondary experience. As people said, books is the cheapest way to get experience, not to travel but a good book change your paradigm, open your mind eye.

Dragging out from poison

It being negative so far where the aura of the environment influence me to.

However after being out from the circle for fews day, it wake me and recall what i really have to be.

This consciousness is worthy. I know i had to be and i wish to be the old me. Yes, proactive and aggressive, identify the core from each one mouth and identify the visionary idea.

Dragging out from the poison

Milestone- Let God Decide

Life never easy, Never it does.
Struggling not by your own strength.
Open your heart and let god step in.

It always so and I always pray very often.

Working in a large culture bring nothing special, worse where men brings complication on work task or job loads.

Further I understand that working gains stability and living but it did not gave an recirculating money flow or an idea keep working itself.

It have an end and it doesn't move in linear regression.

We would temporary gains in faster pace but not for long.

Richard Templar said, work hard to gain more than universe give you.

how to get rich

Is part of my interest on how to get rich.
I been reading here and there about investment book.
currently, I'm doing some mental input with the books call the rules of wealth.

i'm looking a way on how to grow a tree and what to grow.
It is not immediate, but i hope it will.

I have very miserable life with getting into something totally new to me.
Yet, little shows and politic tricks poking here and there making me more fed up.

Money. I need first pot of gold. I'm must patient.

Great place to placed?

I just experienced a great change of life recently by moving to another brand new place.
It is hard and tough place where i need lots of will power. Of course, we still young and we have to be strong or resilient.
I have particularly digging my head on what is my strong point recently too.
I realised that although this is underlying, but it is very important.

busy in job often give us sense of important, but that is not true with what is really important to us.

My life is getting busier than ever. Yet we still aware what have gained and lost during our travel.
I still missing what ever experience that my10 year plus of study mean to me.

I miss u. My past