The bridge

When i tried to think how to balance between humility and confident, it was tough.
Bible said, bless are those humble their heart.
Indeed, humility have stressed during even from the middle age society.
It was like a bridge between two hill, you too humble and consequence to less confident in long run and you too confident lead you to discrete egoism.
I always struggle between how to be truly humble, how to be confident enough but does not give ego apparent; and still maintain the purest stage of our heart: true and honest.

True and honest doesn't widely accept by the community except those willing to be the receptor part. Truth hurts the self image of someone else, that was stressed also in the covey: third alternatives.

Am i right for staying straight forward. I just to have faith on lord word.

My fujielectric diary

Being joining this company three months, as i mentioned before, this company is a complete pressure cooker.

Coping wasn't good enough until recently. I was doing better and better with little supervision all the time.

Joining this company is always an honor. Try to imagine how many people can actually qualified for the employment. But honestly, if I'm a malay, i jell much better.

My life was completely insane and no personal time. I was doing every now and there recover implanter operational condition, evaluate machine condition, thinking of improvement plan and etc.

Life always great when we face and complete a challenge.

It was great and I'm happy and honor to be part of you.

Between best and good

We always know that which is the best. But how often we choose best from good.

Sometime you see that one live and achieve better than you and you wish to be part of them. So do i.

But think again, do your nature work this way? I mean ya right, everything lies possibility. But are you capable cope all the thing?

Of course to gain peace, gain development, first is to understand your nature. God always provide you choice, it depend on our capability.
There is certain people with right nature can fit in certain place well. But it does happen to you, that is how this world function as.

Come on not fate, is scripted both by you and our father.

Memorizing

Start memorizing scripture and amazingly i found peace.
Following a topical plan from long forgotten promise.
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Hopes deferred make heart sick,
But longing fulfilling is a tree of life.

About books

Many people found after school time, books is just a boring stuff. The most common reason that people gave is - books doesn't give any technical means.

I found the term books differently. Books cant gives what exactly aids on daily issues but it do give mentally rehearsal on quick execution of certain action. It is by mean a secondary experience. As people said, books is the cheapest way to get experience, not to travel but a good book change your paradigm, open your mind eye.

Dragging out from poison

It being negative so far where the aura of the environment influence me to.

However after being out from the circle for fews day, it wake me and recall what i really have to be.

This consciousness is worthy. I know i had to be and i wish to be the old me. Yes, proactive and aggressive, identify the core from each one mouth and identify the visionary idea.

Dragging out from the poison