I've gone greed

The desire to become an impressive football player doesn't go fade after all these years. In fact the desire is there but the training and preparation wasn't there. Sadly to my forgetful mind, i have been reminded i was prayed for a good competition. He have answer my prayer, he give me chance, but I wasn't prepare. They chance have arrive and i have to sadly give this away. I wasn't an impressive player, I didn't pickup by the other. It is disappointing but it is all my own. 

A gentle reminder to myself, when you did not feel pain, you are not giving your best, and you wont expect a miracle to happen. It was too early for you to comment on luck.