Temptation Is Talking To You

Believe it or not, there are always more than one voice in your heart speaking on certain decision or choice. Most of the time, they are conflicting each other which make us difficult to make choices and stall on some of the big moment. It happens too to the temptation. So how do we deal with the temptation at the first place? How do we make a right choice at the very moment? You need to be conscious (always) which will be difficult as it could happens and gives you a blink or it would not. Secondly, don't compromise but run. Do not try to indulge in any single pieces of temptation because once you condemn in a even smallest pieces of temptation, it going to haunt you and hunt you down.

Devil are not pushy but they are very good on mesmerising and lie. As Psalm 10:6 said, "They say to themselves, 'Nothing will ever shake us', they swear no one can do us harm'.  Psalm 10:11 "The wicked say to themselves, 'God will never notice'. he covers his face and never sees".

Psalm 10:4 In their pride the wicked do not seek him in all their thoughts there is no room for God.
That is how one does not respond to God whisper and fall. Do not be one of them. If God grace is to give you conscious on what you are doing and how danger are you on the edge of cliff, appreciate that and run.

An Awesome Generation

I had came across this post from facebook posted by a friend. It is both surprise and feeling proud. This guy is my old mate and my friend! When we are in form three, he plays a song at class and I could remember until now.

Topmillion audition - Anthony

Our year is an awesome generation, we have bubble tea tycoon which who now operates their franchise abroad; We have a group operates vegetarian foods franchise in Penang and now is top vegetarian shop in Penang Island; We have few successful friend now working in Singapore and their salary is easily 10 thousand of ours; We have one group of friend recently opens new pharmacy and dental clinic and another opens a Thaifood restaurant.

Although i'm not as good as they are now but still I'm proud to have sharing same old day with them. By looking on them and I knew I did miss out something when sharing the same journey with them. Though I always quite slow but I will keep finding the thing that I had missed.

Love to be part of you guys.

At the most vulnerable state

Never being so vulnerable since and sometime I will think if it calls losing a job. Technically, I open a shop and have my own business since then. It is difficult be it my business already break even but I do not gain a single penny up to now. It has been half year and I have felt despair since then.

Lots of pressure, urgency cropping up whether from qualities to deliver, customer's satisfaction, multi-tasking and many more. At this moment, I've thought luck was important and luck is needed to get through this. But on the other part of my mind will say, didn't God answer our prayer through us and answer it very originally? It means harvest from sowed field. Fairness of lord, it have sticked with me all this long. God is fair to every single person, where harvest for those who had sown. The only things make us different is chances of encounter. We encounters or expose to certain chances differently. Example like Jack Ma from Alibaba, there are few million peoples in China and I bet there are thousand of them doing the same thing as him. Anointing from the lord make him different (whether he is Christian or not). This is the sort of chances and encounter that only happen in probability of lower than 1%. Do you think this one percent going to happen on you? And some would said try or never. It is two different end of spectrum.

You know what, I've tried to film a video and one American (view from America) watched for only 42 seconds. WHAT?? It is a big laughing stock.

I'm in a very vulnerable state and hope Lord will show me what to do, perhaps bring me some luck (I don't think it would understand from Bible). I really in a confusion state and I need money.

Your sporadic son.

Testimony of God's Miracle

"...when every time I prayed, I move the hands of God, for the prayer does the thing my hand cannot do..." Every time this track turn on when i'm in the car, it will reminds me how great the God power is and how was the experience of receiving answer from the heaven.

It was few weeks back that my dad out from no where, coughing seriously and contains blood. continuous for few days coughing lots of blood. Cancer or lungs problem had instantly caught into my mind. I'm shivering and feel afraid. For my dad is a heavy smoker and non-believer, I felt the possibility of losing him.

The night he have been sent to hospital, I was crying. I cried and pray to lord with the name of Jesus. The lyric of this song had floating out from somewhere of my brain and I prayed according to what the song said.

The diagnose was done and doctor claims that the X ray and other scanning was fine without any growth in the lung. From that day onward, my dad had stop coughing blood and maybe a few times of dry cough. Praise lord and glory to him that today my dad was fine and back to his loud voice at home.

It reminded me story of Jesus healing multiple type of people and always said to the sinners, "be your confidence and believing heal you." It doesn't matter to you that if you are a good in prayer, it just matter that you believe and you pray.

**Glory to god and praise the lord that He had help me to succeed on my ten days Daniel Fast, although i'm first timer and not doing exactly well. I won't success if only me alone all these ten days.

When one say "i finally be myself"

More than often, we feel that the one area doesnt let us to shine and we will think we keep doing someone that not ourself.  However, i felt in another way. All this while we are living as ourself but not suitable to the current area. It just simply doesnt fit and and not the surrounding is doesnt favoring. 

He Got A Plan For You

I have going outstation for company business recently, particularly is to study the technology at an competitor company. It was an SME company but it worths to be mention and written in my blog.

I'm an engineer which was i feel have very strong fate with activated carbon industry. I have left my company but eventually come back to my old fac. 

I met this guy, a boss from this AC company. He told us, the company to him is a miracle and he say without these two chances to his life. He would never be what he is today. Start with some of his history as a youngster. He was born a very poor family and father past away when he was age 6 months. His mother was doing day care and all his brothers and sister have to working young of the age 12 and 14. He say, he was the lucky one manage to have chance to enjoy education up to university level. He working all the time since age 16 and will go to singapore every holidays just for part time. He utilised all his time whenever after lectures at university, teaching tuitions, shoes collectors and etc. lucky that he was born quite smart that he was some of the "no need study hard" student.

He join a carbon company for few years and started his own business when age 29 and already a multimillioaire today as his late 40.

The first chance, there was a taiwanese company with very ruined company structure and planned to sell to his ex boss. Unfortunately, the deal was not closed. One day, he talk to his colleague which his partner now about the acquisition. His partner say, why not us to take over? He began to talk to the taiwanese and rent the factory on five years basis with negotiation of five minutes in car. So he meet his first chance.

The second chance, the taiwanese who rent the factory to him was kind enough and also for his own survival tried to be agent and bring business to him. But at that time, he have completely without moneys to buy any raw materials. So he tried to utilized another cheap source which was plenty in my country with fews hundred of dollars. Of course, what he produced was a lousy product and he sell to the end user. He receives the customer complain about the quality but the application still delivers the result. Why? Because the water supply itself dont need to be filtered by activated carbon and the customer are not aware of it. This is his second chance, he made 500,000 usd on his first deal. After that, he was able to buy tonnes of proper raw materials for his manufacturing.

From his tales, I can feel his pains and hardworks when he was a youngster and i feel his decisive and strong anticipating ability now. I think his past cultured him to be what he is now. He is still active in different community and services and also church activities. 

I hope I can also meet the chance that he have met. He grabs the chance and brave enough to create from nothing, the trait that i admired the most. Although i was not born poor and do not have much society experience, i still hope i can have all the trait he have now. He was one of my learning list.

Thanks god that i see you are planning from him, through his tales i feel your presence. Amen!

Work For The Lord

Just to reflect my life as an employee. I have face conflicts and political tackling by few of colleague. In general, as I'm quite straight forward and often offend them by putting thing straight. I'm living my life serious and I put my works serious. I can't tolerate slack and laggy. More than often, I can't see changes to better from the group. I decide to pull myself out.

Until recently, working by your own is very tough and tiring. Peoples are stay aside, cross their arms and waiting you to fall. Eventually, I fall, my passion being killed. My boss can't see improvement I intend to brought up. I receives all sort of disappointment expression that i'm not a good team player. I felt despair and to reason why I must white knuckles all the way and got an unfair evaluation. I received encouragement which I read it as false encouragement, an expression and message you must work hard to make the company grow. I'm raged and disappointed, I have been working hard, I do what must be done cause as a Christianity belief, "What is right shall not be fooled". I got the thing done but they took that as granted.

I becomes pacified and lack of motivations.

I receives this message from an audio podcast where the message said, "you are not working for anonymous, you working for Lord. You are not anonymous, you represent the almighty."

I understand thoroughly that I'm a Christian, although at time, I'm looked like not in a shelter but I believe that should be a reason behind.

I'm a Christ follower and people know I'm. I represent God and this had become my motivation in my following days. "I work for God, I represent God." Lets continue to shows our Christian Way.

To All: Be it hard, but don't worry. God is watching. Keep praying for greater-you.