Be strong be still for there you seem alone but you aren't. Alone might make u run faster and further. HA!

I'm shitting here, and it make me feel good. who else no need toilet?

Friend, how awesome the words is, build by 6 letters and determines a person's life, as a guidance; a two edge sword and perhaps sometime a landmine.

hiding from a peaceful land scenery, you wouldn't know when it will boom you up.
caution is must when you foresee there is a landmine where others don't see what you are seeing.

Friend for me, is an invaluable asset.

An inspiring person, is a best key of success. I found few and they changed my life's direction and perspective. (I wish to meet them earlier during my secondary school- I will be even a better person now. XD)

friends doesn't for humiliating. In fact, humiliating doesn't seem an art of socializing. Nor for you to be very particular on something or some new word taught "dogness".

Perhaps sometime I was, but not anymore for now - I'm not stepping on the same ground, I'm growing.

Bible said: God favors humble and leave those arrogant.
I have kept this as a living principle since I know better about Christ.

That why I'm less interested on facebook now.

The Transition State

It took me a while for returning to the blog. Busy isn't the reason behind perhaps life is not receiving much impact recently.

After schooling the next thing is about job of course.

I'm in the middle of decision between career line of choosing a "people" based, sale exec. or "machine" based production line.

of course production is much more easy as dealing with machine is easier than dealing with people.

But, my mom said, he never met a director that is from production line.
which i was totally agreed. No matter how good you are in the biscuit making, you always stand at the place of a biscuit maker.

Meeting people is great part of life. however, for me, i'm too amateur for dealing with people and often negotiation is not part of my skill.

One point should be highlight, every success being have great network with other.

Is tough. Can I do it?
I not yet believe in myself....

late night

lots of deep though.

I felt the emptiness of the noise

I miss the smile, hates, fights during the day

perhaps too free making me feel so.

gimme a chance to busy myself.

I hate uncertainties.

I hate transition stage

In a very bad mood on waiting the invitation of interview.

I not hope for much, neither I can opt for better.

may god bless me...

finally left the campus life.
Thing to do next:
1) find a career (not Job)
2) improve English
3) looking for more social activity (how about charity event)

Do it more Christian-ly

just a simple thought of mine be remind of.

When the bible said, God make man in his image. It thrown a challenge to me, are u respecting every creation of him?

obviously yes, but how far are u keeping you on the rail.

I'm doubt
It may happen that some guys or lecturer that u especially dislike,
well, you just can't fit in either the situation or the way they react to you. God make us such a way? probably not.

So when u dislike a people or something. You will react negatively to it. Some rules of bible may just not applicable or u just don't want to apply it.

then, bible throw me another challenge.
No man can serve two GOD, is either our only GOD or the WORLD.

Are you serving GOD? or serving yourself and putting yourself in other shoes.

It is hard to me choose which one am i going after.

Or i just cannot throw a eraser to the person, nope, u are wrong.
Or throwing the lecture note to the lecturer, what are u fame for, shorties.

for me, my sins is growing everyday. Sins won't shrink back but growing. the best is just not condemn yourself in any sins.

when you choose which is the right thing to do. I call it - the christian way.
you should be prepared for a rocky and stony road to go.

Hope there are more potential christian in my social group.

When u one step in the circle and knowing God, the shaping of you is begin -shaping you into more noble character