Take charge

The rule of thumb always in play, there are always things happen out of our control, focus on what we capable to provide is good enough. Just recently I've read up a second time of the 7th habits by late writer stephen covey. I'm in touch with the new depth of the knowledge as mental stage of us are always changing. Just something to share here, in his writing, he lectures us of in our surrounding environment, there are areas of concern and influence. Area of concern which daily life matters, challenge and doubts that we are concerning of and yet we don't have absolute power on determining it. Area of influence which means the matters that we can provide changes or we empower the thing. Basically, he told us to take charge of our life. Life in control is a very difficult "consequences" for us because our life is not single cast but we coiled up so deeply with others. Every action every move does not translate into 100% yield of the result. However, I agree on what he stand for, it always our choice on trying to achieve something and yet the consequences is random in certain area. Pro-activity and magnitudes of desire driven the end result. We could be slammed and told of unrealistic but bear in mind that realistic is mean to be achieved. The only thing differ is time taken to achieve something. "Focus on what you can do now, You can do greater next."

Training

I begins of my first day training. Done some reps on shoulder, hands and leg muscle. It was tough on doing abs training. Oh man.. I hope i wont break my back....

So normally people will take picture for begin and after picture. Haha

I hope there is some changes after one month

Little hope

Sometime when you dreamed of something or have planned something with absolute confident. But thing turn out doesn't what you think it will behave .
We call this disappointment. Growing older, i turning more passive. Less encouraging life result, less motivated on certain thing that we care.

It remind me that robert kiyoshaki said, hope is for the hopeless. What you do, it means. I somehow once aggressive and hoping the return will be as expected. But somehow things do not go easy and turning into different way.

So we should hope? We should put something on absolute as granted? I have no idea, future is such ambiguous and full of possibility (but doesn't mean always good).

Diverse

Never intensified one source to raise the value but diversified sources to achieve the same value. For it is law of equilibrium where one to one ratio effort to value ratio is much easy to achieve at the starting tail

Education blindness

What our social and education system focusing on is completely a joke. Our boys and girl are only focusing on the gradings and people got angry when the school are preparing their kids fit better into the industry by having parents complains that not proper education by doing this.

People don understand that sometimes words and knowledge not working if it is having with poor executor.

Our children need more practical experience and not crying when they get a B instead of an A grade. They need to learn from failures and be mentally prepared to be flexible and accept changes.

Mental strength

Sometime it just hard to separate yourself and think about logic.

It need a great effort to come out with a plan but it need greater effort to keep commit to it, particularly the life concerned plan.

Each decision made by us always come with two edge effects. Each side pulling us in different strength and that is how our struggles come from. We aren't convinced and motivated by our plan, we make and demolish it with cycles. That is how we are stepping on the same ground until now.

I do really need a great strength to start my commitment - lazy man's confession

Strength of a star

Currently I have glancing through some movie list and and some movie from Jim Carrey caught my sight.

You know what, Jim Carrey always one of favorite star with his funky acting of course some encouraging value too such as the movie bruce almighty, yes man and mr popper penguin.

He is such an amazing guys with the capability to come out all of these works. Of course i not the one understand him, at least not personally but the spirit and capability within him are so strong and touch me.

We are not perfect of course, barely complete if comparing to Jesus. From his works, i seen the strength to withstand from the social mirror. You know what, most of us are just barely an image from social mirror with acting and doing what social called sane. He is a guy that acted from clown to a huge star which "able" to separate himself from all kinda negativity. Im not sure he is happy doing it or not, but the strength within him is for me admire the most.

I'm looking forward on reading his biography and hopefully there are free copy that i can download. Have a look on this, jim carrey: fun and funnier