mankind turns things insane

the environment are getting more insane

heavy wag from a strong aura of negative power, causing me in the confused situation of which is the truth.

is both hard to be a classmate and human.

indeed selfish become my choice by closing my ear and eyes

Is tiring whenever a conversation starting with the hottest issues.

neither can I or other can do anything without invisible pressure.

lets us pray for safety of classmate, mentally simple and healthy to selected person, and conflict free environment.

What have i done today? ehmm.. wake up. brush teeth make coffee, sit in front of the computer and start reading the 2nd chapter of the polymer.

CNY? It almost same for me every year that we don't go visit on the 1st and 2nd day.

well Saturday will have a steamboat den... no so boring life tough. XD

about study. well i found book is lot much easier understand than the lecture note, but this doesn't mean that the lecture note are using.
in fact, lecture note are very core and essential to me to identify what the course need.

book make me lot more easier to imagine and refreshing part will make through reading the lecture note copy.

anyway, a single slide normally comprise of one page normally in the test book.

i wonder if i still read the lecture note 10 times? or i read the book 1 times...

let see how far can i go.

It is almost for me to forget my blog title. there has been a while din come back to this small space

so is it mean i got less complains? less egoism views? more simple life? ya i like the latter.

I'm not busy, busy word for people who serious in their official stuff.
im busy on playing games.

It depleting my soul.. good thing for some rivals. XD

recently im so forgetful that i need to put all the thought in a piece of paper and keep it.

good thing is, i learn 2 new words - organised, and Alzheimer

returning to the track where i should belong.

seriously, I'm tired, tired of faces, words take-care and what so ever thing.
no longer listen and oppose for me, but listen and say "watever..."

listen to the christmas song gave by joanne last last year.

the chord bring my heart back to the small house where i meet a feel generous sister and brothers.

seriously, i miss them so much.

it have been a while for me not go in to that house and hear the sharing.

and ya. Happy Chinese New Year that care me, feel me or see me. XD

life is great. Waiting for new email from God that propose me to even greater place.

3rd times of my bible study

Felt happy with the newly made friends. of course, learned a lots of thing today.
Something I discovered today, when doing god's job or in front of god, we are willing to sacrifice that much. yeah. great brother(senior) of mine.

He is nice person with know bible in depth. although he is not very wealthy or what, still he wealthy in god's faith and knowledge.
Of course i respect him so much and i pray he can a step more higher in his life and keep up his work of god.

a grateful night

Feel sad and insecure
Not giving me any free time.

argh.. now doing my very first sketching of my thesis.
Doing introduction part now.. and now come those trouble.

Hambee humble

“God opposes the proud, but gives grace to the humble [James 4:6]”
the verse i wish to hold the most.
god of high sky, his decision shall not be opposed.
for him, we are as precious as son of him and everything happen in our life, i believe, is a sign of what he try to tell, whether we are in wrong way or in right path.

Through this, I'm too overreacted to anything oppose to humble.. very much.
Is it a good thing?

to Joanne, I love you. Don't give up my dear.
Life won't be so success all the time, few year later, who know u will be a better person than anyone here.