St.Anne church

a very old perhap few century, and very nice church.. God creation.

freshly-into the blogspot

lately, i've join blogspot. is a very good and "fast" compare to myspace. so eventually, i have throw myspace away (temporary) from my sight.
finish report, a boring day, joanne is not around and i'm reading people's blog post.

raised a question, treating a friend should be high and deep in volume of toleration, people call it as high in EQ. On another point of view, is this called two face?

well, i don really like to argue with friends, if they really stay hard on their stand, normally i will say "ok lo..." to prevent further argument or i just lazy to choi them... of course I'm conscious that someone around still using me to do this and that. well, as a friend, helping is a duty. "They just need help" lying to myself to enable me do it sincerly (two face).

I don like people stand in front of my way, and obviously i don't like what the moral lecturer had mention "young people are not conscious about responsibility". It does hurt my ear (ego) " don look down on me"

soon there will be a democratic discussion; i shall prepare tomorrow.

My english is lame....

Honestly, I don like books or study but I need to do so for academic. if there is a motivator that vision to get high marks in academic performance.
I don like to run, go gym, lift weight, but it is necessary because for maintain good shape or health.
I like games like ping pong, football, badminton and lots of games. notice the common area? is a game. A matter of fun and a matter of win and lose.

kinda fun right? when u lose u sad, go into gym train day and night, fighting for revenge. when u win u happy. Is full of emotion. of course, I just like to have fun on scoring people net. haha!

well, should i look everything as a competition? hmm.... i should think about this.

Glory China and U.S.

The world is sick, I just hate had happen on earth. Series of natural disaster become more serious than ever; the strength of hurricane, blizzard snow and storm like flood, still the human kind still not realize the world is sick, the green need to be encourage. Chemicals, smog and disease are everywhere. Still the leaders of the nations are just concerning their own country benefit. Really wait for the end of the day.
I just heard that if the arctic and Antarctic completely melted, the world will go into second ice age.

sometime i'm stubborn

My stubborn causing me somehow don’t agree to what my parents said. Maybe I’m childish or maybe I think too big. Is that so hard to buying a thing with cash? Banks are blood sucking organization that ever created by greedy humankind. I don’t believe that I can buy a house with cash. I believe in my ability. But do I have ability? I would not know forever, because I kind of man that not satisfied on myself, that the reason my face so sour for. Well, bad habit.
I have good chance, or maybe a chance to achieve a small step in my future, but so reluctant to do so. I so fragile that can’t even take a bit hardship. Trying to imagine that many persons around me couldn’t do so, but still my performance is so unstable. I always questioning my ways, is that a correct way. Well I hope for answer.

YO! is christmas!

Nights were long; days were hot, in an empty room wake up and sleep again. Day by day doing the same things, even I still remember the situation that I just wake up this morning. What a Christmas, BORED. Locking myself in room because I don’t feel like to talk to anyone else. No money means no freedom, kind of prison living when during holidays. Come on, I need move my ass and head. Kind of rusting my body now. I’m damnly frustrated now! Asking that still got how many days that I have to living like this!
There is a warehouse sale for branded things in during 23 to 3 of January. How much I wish that I could be there buying my loving things. Knock. Knock. My brain say come on get out from it. Yeah, you are right, asking about money and asking for things is damn suck. People will use a lot stupid reason to pursuing you. Totally shit! I’m out of it. Don’t me even more frustrated.
Merry Christmas

hardship shall not be ignored

The further we have grown up, more things that we wish to obtain. As I personally wish to get the achievement in academic. But the target is become harder and harder that I could achieve it. I feel helpless and worthless. It is hard but still I struggle to get it. I feel struggle, mentally loneliness and tired.
I know what should be the right feeling of obtaining the president list; you have enormous determination and efforts. Guess I don’t have that kind of determination. When I come to this point, I feel really respect shian hoi. She is an average student, but she is very determined and work day and night, and she have great achievement in her education.
How much that I wish I could as determine as her or even more.
I feel empty and heart was bitter. Is it this my destiny? Is it my destiny that could not break it? I work hard but my pressure barrel is too shallow that I couldn’t follow up my plan. My plan is good, it really assure me to get better. But I just couldn’t take it for long period.
Dear god, show me the way that I can both win, in mentally and also achievement. Amen.

Great Memorable Place

Finally after 10 years time, I have move to the new house located at BM. A better environment but of course, I miss my birth place. I have take a few picture and scenery that first glance that I saw when I wake up, the light on the wall, view through the window and noise and voice from traffic and neighbors. It just reminds me that I forgot to say goodbye to this old place. =.=

This old house shared 40 years memory of my dad and 21 years memory of mine. It kept its kampong style for 40 years although all the houses around him being develop to a modern area. But still it keeps its 60^th style. Glory old house. Hehee.

A lot of mosquito and very hot when afternoon, but still I few appreciate it still strong enough to shelters me all the times. Nothing special that I can share further. I miss all the view and scenery around my house. Those good foods and night market. It is hard to say I will back because those Penang land are getting expensive annually. Still, I wish I could get back one day, seeing my birth place and childhood memories every morning through the window.

Bye, old house. Thanks.